Please serious answers only....about cheating and leaving a husband...?

he needs to go to regular therapy. obviously, addiction is a problem. a friend of mine had a husband who did similar things. she separated from him, made him move out, they attend couples therapy along with him going to his own therapy for his issue. he completely deleted the email account that such emails were sent to and even changed his cell phone number so he couldn't be contacted. after a year and a half, he just moved back in with his wife. maybe you should try something similar. kick him out, tell him he needs to do all of those things before you even think of taking him back. the shock of you leaving should be an eye-opener. especially if he adores you the way you described.